PUBLIC NOTE: I NEED SLEEP!

Hahahaha. Innovation Week should't be called Innovation Week. We do not even have a full week to do our work, we only have a day. Let me explain; On Thursday all we did was listen to some people go on and on about green stuff for about three hours, then we got into our groups and discussed abit and got nothing out of it. So we can't count this day, can we? On Friday all of us met up, but due to unfortunate reasons, a few of us had CCA and some of us had to go back to school to settle matters. So I guess we only had half a day. The weekends, which is today and tomorrow, is a total failure, because none of us can meet up, we have our own FAMILY and PERSONAL matters to attend to. So within this "week", what much work can we get done? NONE. Precisely.

I'm dying, my role is to design and contruct the whole Hub, and boy, it is not an easy walk in the park. It is more of like hiking up this super steep mountain with countless .. hmm .. obstacles. Yes, that's right. This is my first time using Google Sketchup, and it will definitely be my LAST as well. No way I'm gonna continue doing this. I'm sleep deprived, I only went to bed at around two thirty AM in the morning today, and got woken up around nine. I was dying, tortured, and cranky. Hahaha.

I'll never be an architect, I'll probably cry all day.

Bah. Today was terribly tiring. Yet it was fun as well.:D

I haven't been shopping with my mom for ages, it seems like she's the only one I can actually go out and not worry about spending money! Nyahaha! Anyway, after packing my sister off to school today, my mom and I took the bus to Bugis. The sad thing was, only one quarter through the trip, the poor bus broke down. But apparently my mom and I were so dense, we sat in the bus staring forward while everyone got off their seats and left the bus. Then when the bus was about three quarters empty, we realised what was happened and scurried down the bus. Although it was a total waste of time, my mom and I had a complimentary bus ticket each! So we waited at the bus stop for another bus. Luckily enough, it came about five minutes later.

We decided to go to Bugis Street first, but the moment we stepped in, I had a terrible stomachache, so we rushed over to Illuma to save my stomach and me!:D Hahaha the toilets there are pretty cool. Anyway, I have no idea how, but we wounded up staying there and my mom started doing intensive shopping while I trudged along, yawning every few minutes, till my mom gave in and bought my carrot cake at Coffee Bean. Delicious!:D

We went to Bugis Street afterwards. I kinda saw a pretty nice shirt, but the moment I tried it on, I wrung it off and said I didn't want it. The material was horrible, I couldn't stand another second stuck in it. So we searched around abit more and went to Bugis Junction soon after. My mom rushed to find a dress she saw there a few days back, tried it on and realised it was ugly like shit, while I relooked a vest which I had thought was nice, and found out that it actually wasn't nice at all.:D Hahaha, we went to another shop and get me another vest instead for the wedding. I looked cool!:P

Sigh. Today was tiring. But fun. I don't wanna go school tomorrow, it seems like a total waste of time waking up so early in the morning just to get to this place just for some innovation week that makes us get into groups to make or design or just use our defeated brains to think os bright ideas.-.-

HAHAHA!

today was .. pretty fun and tiring? i got woken up around 1030 by limjing's message. then we decided to meet up at 1130, then take a bus to tammie's school to give her a pleasant surprise. unfortunately, in the end, i ended up having lunch at hom and limjing was still drying her freaking hair while i slowly ate through my udong noodles. such losers.:D

we met tammie in orchard, and boy, limjing was alr in a bad mood when we reached.:D she cheered up afterwards, anyway. but she got pissed again. and happy again.:D:D:D she told us about her stories with ahem, and so i walked her halfway home so she wouldnt have to have a traumatic experience.

anyway. we toured half of the whole orchard today! we went to wisma, wheelock, ion, far east, and back to wisma again.:D limjing bought two tanks for five bucks each (totaly cheat my feelings, i ought to tell jacelyn later), and she bought some hairbands? with those big ribbons and stuff.:D i bought my chicken yippee!

we went to ion, and i decided that we should go all the up to the high high levels where the sell nothing but expensive stuff. you see, from level one to three, they sell pretty affordable stuff, but the moment you enter the fourth level, you'd find it practically empty, cos no one can afford the clothes and items there, and you probably wont get very good treatments on the floors there, especially if you're a student and you do not look rich. anyways, so we entered the fourth floor, and it was empty except for the three of us and about ten other people? we sat down, cos we were all tired. and when we got some energy back, i wanted to fo up the fifth floor, but tammie and limjing didnt allow mte to!:( they said i'll probably die up there, so it's best to stay where is safe.

hahahaha! anyway, we went to starbucks, where we saw some caucasians quarrelling over there. scary! from afar, they definitely do NOT look like they were qyarrelling. they look so relaxed! and the girls were like just sitting so comfortably, everyone would think they were chatting away merrily till you go near and hear them.O.o DAMN scary!

ahhh. i'm tired. i wanna go out with my mom tmr, and she wants to as well.:D we, for the first time in my life, shall go shopping, and i shall follow without any coimplaints.:D

HAHAHA. exams are gonna finish soon!

i'm delirious with joy, no words can actually express my heartfelt joy of finishing the stupid exams.
i'm half high, i'm partying and sleeping all day.
i'm gonna become a pig.

on the darker side, the exams SUCKED.
i have a premonition that i'm gonna flunk my math and science exams,/
and obviously, my chinese. (duh)

but after monday it's gonna be sleep-and-eat-all-day for me!

Why, I thought you were ridiculous all these times, but I never thought you were that overboard. Your mind and emotions are like a whirlwind, they change with the days and seasons, one day you love me, and the next day you shun me away.

Now as I sit alone on my bed, you tell me us to be no more, to be like nothing ever happened. Just because of this tiny problem you are facing. Is this problem so annoying that it's worth throwing away a friendship? Why do you care about what people say, what people come together and whisper about? Is this all about face?

You come to me suddenly and start unburdening yourself to me. I start thinking everything will be okay now, but a split second later, you leave me with a empty heart and trash me with your harsh words, leaving me alone again. You have seemingly big problems, but don't forget that this isn't just about you. You're not the only pitiful person in the world. Stop wallowing in self pity, it gets annoying after awhile. Cause all you've done is just treat me like a bin, throwing your burdens and disappearing and leaving me like i'm full of your trash, when in fact the trash is all yours. I'm full up now, I have my problems too. I'm feeling down now, and here you are stabbing me with those sharp words again.

It's not the nicest feeling in the world, you should be sensible enough to know that. Why don't you put yourself in my shoes for once, see what I see, feel what I feel, and maybe your'll realise i'm not the strong and unfeeling person you thought I always am. Looks can be deceiving, and you were most probably deceived by that haughty appearance. Well it's gone now, i'm telling you honestly now, so rethink your actions again.

 

finally returned to school and waking up ultra early today. and lemme say this:
IT. WAS. HORRIFYING. AND. TORTUROUS!:(
i dun think i can take this much longer. I detest waking up early, it is a break in my otherwise perfect schedule.
I think, when I grow up, I shall be the President of MOE and encourage late morning sessions for school.
We can all wake up at around nine plus, start school at ten fifteen, and ent at around three.
Fair enough? CCAs can last till about three thirty to six, six thirty the most, and by six forty five ALL schools in Singapore will be closed for the day.
It sounds good to me, gives us more time for homework and studying. Don't you think so?

happy birthday sha.
hope you had a good time eating vegetarian food all day.:D

movong on, today was pretty bad. i think i have food poisoning cos my tummy kept hurting every few minutes. it sucks. i would be talking to someone halfway, then i'll run off to the washroom without telling them what was going on. hahaha. i went home early today. ate some poriddge. and started washing jurassic park. sigh. i'm tired. i still have homework left over and i didnt manage to study at all. looks like i gotta squeeze in like total lastr minute stuff. i should study more.

i hope you're happy now, cause i'm seething inside.

It isn't to easy to see and feel, those many years of happiness fall apart. Just like that.

You try to find the way with the most malicious intents, but maybe you won't be able to find the way out after you've dug yourself in way deep.
Maybe everything changes but inside everything still matters, no matter how much you say it doesn't. No one's that perfect little dolly that doesn't retaliate when you hurt it, just perhaps, it'll come back to nip you in the behind when you're done with everything. Sometimes I worry for the way it'll come to haunt you.

Maybe it'll be that subtle pinch of guilt, or that incessant impression that you've made on someone else with your malicious intents.

You try to kill, but you end up being killed.
That's what malicious intents are all about, arent they.
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HAHAHA. my brother is being cranky and jealous cos he can't do what this little kid can do.